I keep asking myself, how did i get here and where did everything go? How did everything get to this point? Why did I let it?
2010:
I was in my hot yoga class tonight, and we had a nice talk about setting new years resolutions. It will take some time for me, I suppose. I broke mine on the very night of NYE...before, during and after the clock struck midnight.
Everything I believe in has just gone off the deep end in 2009.
I don't want to go astray again. I want to be held accountable for my actions and my resolutions for this upcoming year.
I wanted to be more accountable for myself this year, which also means not just being an owner of the choices I make, but also meaning taking better care of myself. Putting myself first more...not putting myself in situations where it leads me to be to unlofty.
I wanted to be more magnanimous this year!
Anyways, no more self loathing for me. I'm done!
I want to take better care of myself this year. In order to take care of someone else, first, you have to be able to care for yourself.
I want some Zen in my two thousand ten!
No comments:
Post a Comment