I don't how you guys out there feel about self-torture, but I prefer to not do that to myself. I mean, why would you? To prove you are strong? lol
Strong is to be able to respect yourself enough to not want to subject yourself to a situation that is full of drama or a place where you know you might act inappropriately. I'm mainly talking about realtionships here and my heart. If I know something would rip my heart out or make me crazy to witness, why would I even want that in my life?
Sure, I'm a little embarrassed right now for being stupid and for not trusting my gut.
However, I do have self-respect! That is one thing I do know for sure.
Just because I remove myself completely from a situation and rid my life of the trouble, doesn't mean I'm weak...and it doesn't mean I am running away.
I am protecting myself...taking care of ME like I should have been doing for months now! STRONG!
I refuse to let my life be a soap opera!
And yes, climbing is very important to me, but not THAT important to where I have to subject myself to torture!!! (seeing someone with another)
There are more things to life than that! There are more partners to climb with. I'm not that desperate.
About Me
- SueBear
- “The moment inbetween what you once were, and who you are now becoming, is where the dance of life really takes place.” ~ Barbara De Angelis "Nothing happens without personal transformation." I decided one day I wanted to change. I wanted more from life. I realized that if you want more, YOU have to make it happen. You have to go to it and create it. The most powerful weapon against a mediocre life is practice. And just like a fire, the human spirit needs to be lit again each day.
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