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“The moment inbetween what you once were, and who you are now becoming, is where the dance of life really takes place.” ~ Barbara De Angelis "Nothing happens without personal transformation." I decided one day I wanted to change. I wanted more from life. I realized that if you want more, YOU have to make it happen. You have to go to it and create it. The most powerful weapon against a mediocre life is practice. And just like a fire, the human spirit needs to be lit again each day.

Monday, January 30, 2012

Delve into 2012

As I have already delved into 2012, I have been asking myself this year, "What do I want this year?"  Here are 10 things (I might keep adding to this list):

1. I want to have integrity...always.  I don't want to compromise my integrity.  Why would you?  I must stay true to myself at my core.

2. Speaking of integrity, you have to know when to say "when". I'm tired of being in pain.  You must know when to stop.  My body needs a lot of healing right now.  "It is what it is, while it is."

3.  I want my confidence back.  It's time for the neuroticism to stop!  NO negative self talk.  Its time to walk away from fear...stop running away from it and yell back at it in its face!

4.  I want to be a grower instead of just a groomer!  I need to make certain things around my house priorities.  When you own a home, it is a responsibility.  You must make time for things.  Other things must wait sometimes.  I'm tired of being lazy around the house.  Just get it done Sue!  Suck it up and get it done.  Didn't you say something earlier about integrity?

5. I want to make my final decision on school, and be done with it.  I want to be happy with my decision...no more waning.

6. I want more SUP and more climbing.  I want new adventures.

7. I want to stop thinking less of myself and put more faith in me.  I am good enough, and I do deserve good things that come to me.  If others get jealous then so be it.  I'm not going to hate myself anymore or feel bad for their shortcomings.

8. I also want to put more faith in other people and learn to trust more and let people in.  I'm pretty open, but the walls are there!  (see #7)

9. I'm also done being taken advantage of. I want more backbone!  I want to stand up for myself more.

10. I want more love.  I want give more love, and I want to allow myself to receive more.

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